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Friday, 21 November 2008

  • double stuffed oreos, the only thing that makes me happy these days. :\

     

    1.
    i sit here and read different quotes, and how my heart react's to them helps me
    figure out what to do and what exactly i feel for you.

    2.
    you could do a million things right, but he's still going to bring up that ONE thing
    you did wrong.

    3.
    Mnemophobia- fear of forgetting memories.

    4.
    the best kind of kiss is the kind when you have to stop because
    you can't help but smile(:

    5.
    everytime you walk away, you have no idea how it makes me feel inside.
    because i know it could be 3 weeks or 3 monthes until i see you again.
    i love you, don't get me wrong. but i'm not sure i can take seeing you walk away.. again.

    6.
    so your sorry for treating me so bad, well i'm sorry for putting up with it.

    7.
    i miss those days when i made those list's of boys, and your name was always first
    without any questioning.

    8.
    if i decided to write a list of what's wrong & what's right, you would be first on both of them.

    9.
    cause when your fifteen & somebody tells you they love you, your gonna believe them.

    10.
    you don't have to call me and say your sorry, i'm already gone.
    you don't have to call me and break my heart each time i try movin' on.
    you don't have to call anymore, oh yeah. you don't have to call baby.

    11.
    & i'd give up forever to touch you, because i know that'd you'd feel me somehow.

    12.
    & i don't want the world too see me, cause i don't think that they'd understand.

    13.
    when everything's made to be broken, i just want you to know who i am.

    14.
    & you can't fight the tears that ain't comin.

    [[11-14 were all from the BEST SONG EVER, iris by the googoo dolls.
    i just put them seprate you can put them all together if you want.]]

    15.
    it's not that he's playing hard to get, it's just that he doesn't care about you.
    you're chasing the wrong guy. give it up.

    16.
    you were the first person to make me actually feel like i meant something,
    but you were also the first person that made me feel like i wasn't good enough.
    you were the first person that actually broke my heart.

    17.
    i'm only as happy as i'm pretending to be.

    18.
    & i gave everything i had to, a boy who changed his mind.

    19.
    i've never really been treated like a princess.
    not one boyfriend has spoiled me or
    even given me the slightest idea that i was labeled as "his".
    not one boyfriend ever made me feel like i was his number one girl, or even special.
    for the longest time ive settled for a decent guy,
    i figured i would always have to 'put up' with a negative.
    but i'm learning i shouldnt have to settle, no one should.
    you should have that prince charming cause sweetheart,
    you deserve 10 times better than that asshole.
     [credit-needtotellyou_quotes.]

    20.
    These first couple of days might be rough. It is going
    to be hard to sleep at night with no one to talk to,
    but eventually it'll get easier. The weeks are going to
    seem to go on forever because since I'm not at your house,
    there's so much more time but that time won't
    go to waste. Maybe I could study for once, & work
    on my terrible grades. I'm not going to lie to myself,
    this is going to be difficult but I just have to keep looking
    forward & never even glance back.
      [credit-needtotellyou_quotes]

     

     


     

Tuesday, 04 November 2008

  • ugh, i'm sick.]: nothing to do but update. btw; i HATE having like 1234567 footprints, and no comments or subscribers. come on guys it takes like twoooo seconds!

     

    keep fckin' with that girl from down the block, cause i don't need you to know i rock.

     

    fake every smile; force back the tears; &+ try to convice yourself there's a reason to breathe.[credit-me]     

     

    &+ fyi; when your kissing her, i hope you bite her lip & you both choke on the blood.

     

    i'm further than gone by now. i left that perfum you liked so much, but then again that was when you cringed at my touch.  i honestly hope you miss me, i hope you miss me alot. it's not that i won't miss you, i'm just better off with nothing & nothing's all i've got. [credit-me]

     

    i used to think about you all the time, almost like you were the ONLY thing that was ever on my mind. but i'm glad i came to my senses, realized your not as great as i made myself believe.. your almost nothing now. nothing but another worthless memory. [credit-me]

     

    so here i am; empty room, notebook paper, and pen. anything i think of somehow relates to you. i'm not sure what to think of that. it could be i just need to vent, or it could be something more serious.. like me actually not being over you. [credit-me]

     

    when your 14, you think there would be more "important" things to worry about than who your crush is talking to in the hall, how your shoes don't exactly match your shirt, or how frizzy your hair is.. but the truth is there's not. & that's just the way it goes.[credit-me]

     

Thursday, 30 October 2008

  • wooo, i'm getting subscribers.(:

     

    &+ when everything feels like the movies, you bleed just to know your alive.

     


    I need you. I need you here. I need
    you now. I need security somehow.
    I need you, like you would not believe.
    You're the only thing I want 'cause
    you're everything I need.

     


    I wish that without me your heart would break
    I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
    I wish that without me you couldn't eat
    I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.

     


                 i'm not like other girls, and i think that's where you made your first mistake.

     

    I dont want this moment to ever end, where everything's nothing without you
    i wait here forever to, to see you smile because its true, i am nothing without you
    through it all, i've made my mistakes, i stumble and fall, but i mean these words
    i want you to know, with everything i wont let this go, these words are my heart and soul
    i hold onto this moment you know, and i bleed my heart out to show
    that i wont let go.

     

             
    he makes her smile even when she doesnt want to
    he can make her heart skip a beat ;
    & she doesnt know what to do
    he gives her butterflies when he says her name
    but she cant figure out why he plays her like a game <3

     


    if the words are in your heart,
    they should come out of your mouth.

    PEAAACE OUUT GiRL SCOUUUT!(:



     

     

Thursday, 23 October 2008

  • hey loves.(:

     

    & distance means so little when someone means so much.<3

     

    my heart would have to be 3 feet thick & bullet proof to withstand the damage you do.

     

    forget my name, forget my face; i just can't wait to get out of this place.

     

    i've tried to be everything you want, & obviously that's everything that i'm not.

     

    i've poured my heart out too you way too many times, and i'm sick of being played. it's time for a change. time for something new. baby, i'm DONE with you.

     

    maybe you just don't understand how i put every guy on hold, everytime you decide you feel like talking to me again.

     

     

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